Hey Beloved!
Doing the Called Conference was a God-sized dream of mine. By God-sized I mean something God placed in my heart, a God-ordained assignment.
But when I started out, as per usual, I questioned God and thought of myself as too small and unworthy to fulfill the call.
However, I obeyed anyway. Even though I obeyed, it was with an ungodly fear of failure. Year after year I felt unqualified, even though I was called and equipped for this.
I had imposter syndrome. I felt as if I somehow did not belong in the space to fill the space God had told me to occupy.
I did not know I had that much fear, trauma, and distractions still working against me. But God did and He made me face my fears, heal from my trauma, and deal with my distractions so I would not miss out on what He purposed for me.
It wasn’t easy but I did the work to H.E.A.L. so I could see myself as God sees me, believe what He says about me, and do what He called and chose me to do.
Beloved, it doesn’t matter how other people see as much as how you see yourself. If you see yourself as insignificant and small that’s how you’ll show in the world even when God calls you to something bigger.
However, when it’s His plan and His purpose, God will work in you both to will and to do for His good pleasure until you grow into the assignment He called us to. (Philippians 2:13)
Fast forward to 2021, this is the fourth year that I get the honor of hosting the Called Conference and sharing the heart of the father with His daughters.
I am so glad I did not give up! I’m more ready than I have ever been.
I no longer see myself as small, insignificant, or unworthy of my calling.
I’m ready, worthy, willing to serve all the women God connects me with beyond my immediate circle.
What is your God-sized dream and have you stepped out to do it yet?
I’ll be going live next week Monday thru Friday on Facebook and YouTube at 4 pm to share how I got over my stuff and gained the clarity, confidence, and courage to walk unapologetically in my calling.
I hope to see you here!
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